BLANK STARES AND HEAVY SIGHS...

Heaven Knows (This Angel Has Flown)

There are times when I’m lying in my bed
How I bellow and cry from this stupid get
And my eyes are like windshields on a rainy day
Almost rubbed-out, swelling as I keep on
Digging my face in these cold hands of mine
Heaven knows how embittered I am

‘Cause this angel has flown away from me
Leaving me in drunken misery
I should have clipped her wings
And made her mine for all eternity

Now this angel has flown away from me
Thought I had the strength to set her free
I did what I did because I love her so
Will she ever find her way back home to me, ahh

I’m so tired, I feel like catching forty-winks
Being up all night in this elbow-room that puts me in a trance
Where hopes and dreams come true
Now, my lips are burning and my eyes are hurting
From these fumes I make, still I light another cigarette
Just to pass my time, oh, heaven knows how embittered I am

Ooh ooh ooh ooh

I woke up early one day. It’s been a long time since I last did that; it’s been a long time since I last felt that there is a reason for me to face and challenge a new day with with much hope of getting in touch with you again. I was uncertain if it was really you who was giving me this feeling but I keep on thinking about you and finding ways to see you everyday, hoping that at least we could get to talk everyday,even for a while because I really want to be close to you.  You’re certainly in my mind.

I’m beginning to like you; or perhaps, I already like you. I feel so scared; I feel so anxious right now, as if anytime, even at this very moment, I’m going to lose you—and I don’t want to.  I still want to spend more time with you to know you more and for me to discover who you really are.

 

 

If we can continue our communication, I will only continue to discover the wonderful person you truly are; I will only continue to share your happiness as well as your grief, your highs and lows. Because I want to be there for you, because I believe in you and I want to support you. I only know a little about you; I’ve only known you through what you have said about yourself and through the things you have said to me. And I still want to know you more.  I know that my feelings for you will simply just grow deeper and deeper everyday.

 

 

I want you to know that I like you, and that I want to love you. But I shouldn’t, because I know that there’s no possibility of you liking me, or loving me, or even you entertaining the thought of liking or loving me.  You’re really  special to me.  I just hope that I'm not living in my imaginations; I don’t want to live in my illusions.

 

 

You are a great person. You are special. You have inspired me in many ways, and you still continue to inspire me. I thank you for your kindness,  

 

Still, I really wish to know you more...

 

 

I like you, and I’m sorry. I had it coming, but I wasn’t able to prevent myself from feeling it. You are so likeable.  I just have to hope that in the long run you'll like me too and most specially pray that you'll love me too...

 

WIFE: Himala! aga mong umuwi ngayon. HUSBAND: Sunod ko lang utos ng boss ko. Sabi nya "GO TO HELL", kaya ito uwi agad ako.. Lasing (takot): may multo sa banyo natin! Wife: ha? Bkit? Lasing: kasi bumubukas yung ilaw pag papasok ako ng banyo eh. Wife: punyeta ka! ikaw pala umiihi sa ref! ================================================ 1st night lola wear see thru dress, lolo didn't react... 2nd night lola wear t-back, lolo still deadma... 3rd nyt lola all naked, lolo said "anu yan suot mo, gusot-gusot!!" =============================================== DAD: anak, bili mo ko softdrinx ANAK: Coke or pepsi? D: Coke A: Diet or regular? D: regular A: bote o can? D: bote A: 8 oz o litro? D: Punyeta!! tubig na lang! A: viva o wilkins? ============================================ AMO: sagutin mo ang telepon inday! INDAY: (baligtad ang hawak) hilo? hilo? AMO: baligtarin mo! INDAY: lohi? lohi? AMO: telepon ang baligtarin mo! INDAY: Puntili, puntili ============================================= Juan: bday ng asawa ko Pedro: ano regalo mo? Juan: tinanong ko kung ano gusto niya. P: ano naman sinabi? J: Kahit ano basta may DIAMOND. P: ano binigay mo? J: Baraha. ============================================== Pedro: Galing ako sa doktor, nakabili nko ng hearing aid. Grabe! ang linaw na ng pandinig ko! Juan: Talaga?! Magkano bili mo? Pedro: Kahapon lang =============================================== Teacher: We are descendants of Adam and Eve! Student: That's not true! My dad sez we are descendants of an Ape! Teacher: We are not talking about you FAMILY! ============================================ Wife: Lab, may taning na ang buhay ko. Huling gabi ko na to, let's make love. Husband: Heh! tumigil ka nga. maaga pa akong gigising bukas, buti ikaw hindi na. ============================================== KRIMINAL1: "Pare, sigurado ka bang dito dadaan yung papatayin natin?" KRIMINAL2: "Oo, nagtataka nga ako, 1 oras na tayo dito wala parin siya! Sana naman wlang nangyaring masama sa kanya."

A well known speaker started off his seminar by
holding up a $20 bill. In the room of 200, he
asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands
started going up. He said, "I am going to give this
$20 to one of you but first, let me do this."

He proceeded to crumple the dollar bill up. He then
asked, "Who still wants it?" Still the hands were
up in the air. "Well," he replied, "What if I do this?"
He dropped it on the floor, and started to grind it
into the floor with his shoe. He picked up the $20
bill, now all crumpled and dirty. "Now who still
wants it?" Still the hands went into the air.

"My friends, you have all learned a very valuable
lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you
still wanted it because it did not decrease in
value... It is still worth $20.

Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled,
and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make
and the circumstances that come our way. We
feel as though we are worthless. But no matter
what has happened or what will happen, you will
never lose your value in God's eyes. To God, dirty
or clean, crumpled or finely creased, you are still
priceless to Him.


Addendum -- Psalm 34:18 (NASB) "The Lord is
near to the brokenhearted, And saves those who
are crushed in spirit."